#64

I'm totally exhausted after spending my 12 hours on the bridge. Zshin,Thor and me were in charge in water station 12. When we're arranging the water bottles on the table, we were like what the hell are you sure these all bottles can be finish up? We don't believe the water could be run out, and yet it run out -_-
At first few Nigerians pass by, the leader said,"The war is coming soon!" So...as his expectation,the crowded came...We started to be busy,around 3am until 7am morning, for NON STOP. You can't even spend your time on watching the sunrise -_- (Thor was saying that she wanted to take photo of sunrise and then I was like make sure you have that time HAHAHAHA)

So our job was to refill the bottles on table.The participants kept taking the bottles away, so we're busy like hell,keep refill, refill and refill. I met few of friends that I don't think I'll met. First was Wei Jian,he was the fastest among his gang HAHAHAH. I was like omg hi Wei Jian, he was so shy to say hi then he ran away. Second was Wei Yang, he was like hey you're here. Then I told him Wei Jian run away already,then he continue to run. Last was Zhi Yuan, he was so happy and talked to me for a few minutes. Then I told him you've 3 stations to go,he was like WHAT THE HELL THREE STATIONS. HAHAHAHAHA!!

I expected that I'll meet bro's friend and sis's friend but sadly I met the people out of my expectation.Whatever, can met friends on the bridge is such a happy thing.

Since I've took part as a helper this year,so next year I might join half marathon.Probably next year will be my first time be a part of runner of marathon!!What I gonna do now is train myself and get ready for next year.Make sure that I won't siasui ok liao HAHAHAHAH

#63

This weekend is my second weekend for not going back to hometown. (Screw the class replacement please.) This semester is superb boring because almost all Saturdays have class. Lecturer keep saying,"Okay class, we replace our class this Saturday!" Class,"Wtf? Are you serious?" Haih sien whatever lah, since this semester is going to end, be happy a little bit. (This also means that FINAL IS AROUND THE CORNER)

What I really excited about for this week is definitely PENANG BRIDE INTERNATIONAL MARATHON!Well I've never take part in running international marathon since my stamina is weak enough. So...this year I decided to take part....AS A HELPER HAHAHAHA ( Lol I'm not a participant ;P ) I was surprised when found that IICP is in charge of few checkpoints. I found this might be interesting so I called zshin to join me along and yes she did. Both of us feel excited and happy because this is our first time joining PBIM some more we're not participants but helper!! Will looking forward to this coming Sunday!!

Yeoh and I will accompany my sister to KL because she bought ticket to watch Hebe's concert in Bukit Jalil. I'm happy that I have quite a number of friends in KL, so they'll bring me to hunt food as well. Can't wait for the coming December too!!!

I got to prepare my slides for this coming Monday presentation, wish me luck!!

#62

Now is 0227, I supposed to lay on my comfortable bed, but now I'm wide awake just to finish up my Entrepreneurship assignment. I'm going to meet the MOST BAD DAY IN MY COLLEGE LIFE. 2 assignments due in a same day -_- Until now I still can't accept why can this thing happened in my life. *poker face

I had my ICT 20% test last night. It wasn't really hard but it isn't an easy paper.(for me, or for all students who took this test.) As usual, we plan to nominal group as well but fail to do so because sir is quite strict. Never mind, I wouldn't care the test result since I had promised to Zshin that I want to study with her after the submission of assignments.  BUT! We still have 2 presentations need to present after the submission of assignments... Whatever, I'll try my best to arrange my time to make sure that I've time to prepare for my final exam. THERE'S ONLY ONE MONTH LEFT TO FINAL EXAM!*scream

Recently,I was joining as a member of postcrossing.com. I don't get any postcard from them but I FOUND A PEN PAL THROUGH INSTARGRAM!! I'll check my mailbox 24/7 until the letter reach my house. She uploaded the letter she was sending to me on instagram.What can I say is the letter is too beautiful, even my sis said that she jealous me because I found such a creative pen pal hehehehe

Okay I should stop blogging and focus on my assignment. Good night! *kiss

#61

I've never realised that mid term break came so fast until last week all of my coursemates keep discussing on what to do on mid term break.I was like oh damn without wifi for one week I can't do my assignments and refresh twitter for million times, but dad knows me well, he applied a portable wifi for us as our home don't have wifi.  **million thanks to my dad mwahahahaha

So talk about how I spend my holidays. THE ONE I MUST DO IN HOLIDAYS, WATCHING DRAMA!!!!I've got Line Walker from my friend and personally downloaded Discovery Of Love. For me Line Walker is a nice drama, I won't get bored when watching it. My only comment for Discovery Of Love, Eric Moon is freaking handsome!!!! **I've watched first ep of it hahaha ;P

Felt surprised because the lil kid, Sin Yuan whatsapped me to have breakfast for the next morning but I got to fetch her from her home.So we had mamak food as our breakfast on the next morning.Then,we went to secondary school to find our ex teachers.We had great moment with Puan Hasmawati and Puan Yeoh.We talked about our life in college, our performance in secondary school, our juniors' performance and so on.I was surprisingly happy because Puan Yeoh said I become pretty as well HAHAHAHAHA.After that the lil kid follow me went home and did assignment together.I don't think we were doing assignment but wrote post card to strangers HAHAHAHA My sis joined postcrossing for a month and she said that is fun, so both of us were feeling curious and fun so we joined as member too.Hopefully can get the post cards as soon as possible.At night we were having tomyam  as our dinner, was a great night indeed.

I was told to be mama's personal driver on next day because she wanted go to Penang to have her body check in General Hospital.It was my very first time went to General Hospital,seriously to car park is hard to find  -_- Luckily got an ah ma found a place for us. So after went to hospital, we went to Gurney for shopping.Mama bought a lot of skin care for me feel happy of course kkkkk.

Today was the farewell party for form 5 students in my previous school. Khai Xian, Ling Jie and me went to school to pay a visit.Three of us had found that we're graduated from school for one year, and we felt that we're just graduated last night.Time passes, everything had changed.Watched juniors talked their graduation reflection,they said they wished to meet frequently after graduate.I used to talk that before in last year farewell party, all of us wanted to meet each other but we knew that is very hard to spend time to meet.Our sem break are not at same time and all of us stay at different area, is very hard to find a day which is suit to everybody to have a meet up.

Hahaha I've ignore my blog for quite a long time,I'll update this frequently ;P I will not label my post anymore as I think my posts are quite random and keep talking nonsense. so tqvm and bye ;P

#60

心情打從昨天開始就不好了，

發現有些事情你知道了難受得撕心肺裂，

可是你還得裝作無所謂。

很難過，是真的。

但是我會告訴你，清者自清。

我活著如果是為了取悅你，

我老早就可以去投胎了，

何必活到今天。

加油;)

#59

最近雖然都在忙著學校的課業，但心思依然很亂。

一切都很奇怪，因為每一個東西都是無形中莫名其妙發生。

然而，發生了一件我也沒有預想過的事情。

我一直都相信每件事情都會有解決的方法，

所以我會慢慢找出走出迷宮的路，

儘管迷宮很大走得很累。

但，我會解決的。

#58 我們都上了學院

其實我想像中的學院生活絕對不是現在這個樣子，絕對不是。我只是沒有想到說原來學院生活可以這麼棒。

他們是我遇到死小孩們過後，完全可以放開做自己的朋友。我可以很自然地在他們面前做我自己，這種感覺很舒服我很喜歡。

我們都是衝動的傢伙，凡是想做的事都想立馬去做。人生短短幾十年，趁現在我們還很熱血很年輕，想做的事就去做吧。只要不是壞的，都不要抗拒，立馬去做吧。就像我們想吃火鍋，結果隔天真的跑去Kelvin家來個火鍋派對。

我們一直持著work hard play hard 的精神，不管玩還是讀都在努力，這正是我想要的。（雖然我沒有很努力，不過其他人是有在努力的 :P）

真的很謝謝他們，看我test的分數不高還會安慰我怕我難過。雖然我沒有在難過，不過我會努力的。為了我們的目標，一起畢業！雖然有的不會嘴巴上安慰，可是他們小小舉動總是會讓我感動，千萬個謝謝是不夠的的。

我想很多人看我的insta一定很好奇我為何稱我自己為女神，其實我也不懂為何會莫名其妙被他們冠上女神這個名字。=_=我會成為女神其實是莫名其妙的一件事，沒人可以給你們合理的解釋哈哈哈。其實我高興的不是因為能成為你們的女神，我高興的是因為上天讓我遇見了你們。我們每個雖然都不是完美的，但是容忍彼此的不足然後繼續生活不就好了嗎？感恩。

不管生命中遇到什麼人，是好是壞，珍惜就好。好的就對他們好，把他們留在我們的身邊；不好的我們不一定要對他不好，就當他是教訓，點頭之交就好。

謝謝上天，讓我遇見了你們。

# 蠻訝異的，原來我在orientation的自我介紹讓人印象深刻-_- 

# 說好的3.6，我會努力的!!!我會用行動證明一切，一起加油!!

#57

18歲的生日沒有特意去慶祝，家人買了我最愛的巧克力蛋糕，搭配媽媽牌麵線湯和紅雞蛋，我已經很幸福了。

感謝那些祝福我的朋友們，擁有你們是我一生中最好的禮物。

越是大了越是不會想要特地慶祝生日，看著自己的歲月一點一點的流逝，一天一天的老去，我開始覺得，長大是個很殘忍的事實。雖然很殘忍，但我們卻又不能阻止它。那麼，快樂的生活下去吧，快樂的生活下去就是最好的報答。

18歲最幸運的，就是遇見那些很熱血的coursemate。

Thor姐上次忘了帶我去吃大碗麵，所以她駕車帶了我們三個等著上課的小孩去吃大碗麵。一起攤開心胸大方談起自己的事，很喜歡這種感覺，因為這樣使我們大家的距離更靠近了。

一直擔心在學院遇到的朋友會很爛，其實也還好，只是比較不三不四罷了 哈哈哈哈！

從檳城回來就被朋友wechat炸說要去看戲，看在偉慶還有紫钐要去KL的份上就和他們一起去玩了。我一直在wechat問他們到底是看什麼戲沒有人說，到場了才說是看鬼戲......人生中第一次在戲院看鬼戲，獻給了他們...

其實那部片子不會很嚇人，我是有被開頭嚇到一下然後不小心罵“媽的”哈哈哈!!結果剩下的三個女生一直遮著臉看完這部很爛的鬼片-_- (剩下就沒有被嚇到了，多麼爛-_-)

不懂哪個屁孩說要出去廣場外吃，結果外面下大雨，我們還是被逼到廣場裡解決晚餐。

每次出來自拍已經成了我們的習慣，以後雖然不能在同個地方一起努力，但也要在各自的地方為自己的目標努力加油！2個KL、3個檳城、4個吉打，一起加油！下次見面要看見更好的你們，也要看見更好自己。

哈哈哈，最溫暖的事莫過於在宿舍收到嘉俽的生日卡。我和室友都感覺很驚奇，明明前一天她才清空信箱，隔天我要求她想開來看信箱她還很肯定說裡面沒有信了，結果一打開就我的信出現哈哈哈哈！謝謝你嘉俽 :3

可愛的生日卡還有可愛的甄沅薇。

還有，母親節快樂，請繼續可愛下去，還有我會永遠愛你的，不要吃爸爸妹妹還是哥哥的醋了，我大家都一起愛哦。等我，等我畢業了我養你哦哦哦 :p

#p/s:也祝妹妹生日快樂啦，生日要考試又生病真的有點不幸運。不過姐姐會support你到底的哦 :P
#p/p/s:室友毓思也生日快樂啦！一起努力讀書，一起畢業，一起肥下去yeay!

#56

学院生活开始变得忙碌，assignment一个接着一个来，test也一个接着一个来，我开始担心了。我开始失去信心，自己到底能不能应付学院生活。

在我还未踏入学院以前，我一直都持着“学院是很自由”的想法。的确很自由，自由到你连功课不做lecturer都不会理你。可是当lecturer开始分配assignment的时候，我开始害怕了。再看看那些dead line，我更加担心。每一份assignment都和cgpa 有着紧密的关系。

答应过自己不管怎样辛苦都好都要努力挨过。每天和爸妈通电话，坚持报喜不报忧，不想让他们担心我。给自己的目标，绝对不可以不及格，不允许延毕这回事发生在我身上。

很感谢一直以来支持我的人，家人、朋友和同学，拥有你们是我最大的幸运。告诉自己，nothing is impossible！

# 真心感谢每个走进我生命里的人，是我太幸运还是太幸福，每个都对我太好了。

#55

其实我们每个人都在长大。

不是所有人都能陪我们到最后，途中一定会有人搭上和你同样的列车。你在怎么不喜欢，你也要习惯，因为这是生活。

尽管你不在这个世界上，地球依然会旋转，太阳依然会升起。其实，人类是很渺小的。

# 理智一点吧，人总该要长大的。把孩子气收在一旁，在对的时机发挥就好。

#54

两个星期的学院生活我老早就适应了，没有关系的八个人就这样聚在一起变成朋友。是什麽牵引着我们？不知道，但既然在一起了就珍惜这段感情吧。

在另一方的死小孩们也是，虽然我在外头读书了，可是我一回来还是会腾出时间来和我见面。虽然他们偶尔真的很讨人厌，可是一想到以前天天见面的一群人变成想见面都得提前安排，使得我更加珍惜我们每次相聚的日子。

最爱的还是家里的那些。虽然偶尔很长气、很凶、很无理取闹而且很变态，但这也阻止不了我继续爱你们的冲动。

# 人生从来不计较得到或失去的是多少，因为有你们就好。 :)

#53 Back!

Hey ya! 是的我闭关3个月终于都回来了 ;P 要看ns照片的话可以去Instagram看，不多可是有。很多人都把ns讲到很可怕那样其实我觉得还好，几乎每天都有时间午睡 ;P  我也不懂怎样形容，总之中ns的都不要错过，因为真的太好玩了!!!!

这两个星期还是会忙，要帮忙看店还有处理学院的东西。

所以，等等我，会回来更新的，更新更有营养的内容 ;P

#p/s SPM成绩是我满意的，你们很好奇的话可以pm问我谢谢。
#p/ss 确定读Inti Penang了，有谁和我一样吗? :P 

#52

没办法在plkn 前交上新加坡之旅的帖文了，真的不好意思 T _ T 姐没办法在加下来的三个月给大家po文，不过记得来这里帮姐除除草哦。我们三个月后见!

爱你们哦，揪咪～(吐)