#14

If you can dream it,you can do it.

我质疑这句话是否是真的，因为周围的人们已经开始拿好多桶水来冲醒我了。
开始在担心了，自从我升中了我改变很大。真的，这三年，短短的三年我的变化实在太大了。有时候我看回以前的博文，以前的功课我在那里喊：“天啊，这不是我啊。”变成熟吗？不见得。变有志气吗？不见得。变得很失败吗？我在我身上找到失败这个词。
有人告诉我家人，我想得太远了。我把我的目标设立的太远了。他们说：“这个年龄的你应该好好的读书而不是想你中四要读什么科系，长大要当什么生意人。这些东西，你不可以想。”我第一次那么感到挫折感。我爸爸训我，妈妈念我，就连妹妹也嫌弃我。我没有说话，我真的都没有说话，泪水一直在眼眶里打滚。我没哭，因为它逆流了。
我感觉我这三年一直都在做梦。我不清楚做梦好不好至少我知道这三年我很快乐地生活，快乐得一点意义都没有。错了吗？好像是。梦和现实始终有差距，我必须知道我一直想的都是梦，我一直逃避的都是现实。我朋友也说我是一个很喜欢逃避的女孩子。每次我遇到我胆怯的事情我都会立即想逃走，虽然最后她们陪我一起面对，可是如果没有她们说服她们的陪伴我还是会逃走啊。人总有时候还是得一个人的，我真的还是会逃避啊。我想我是需要开始接受现实开始学习勇敢。太爱发梦根本不是一件好事，不是吗？
梦结束了，那么就该醒了。你好，我才从梦中惊醒。地球人可以教导我如何面对现实吗?:D

but...有时候我还是需要这样潇洒的 :P

#13 Janet In The House!

I don't really can't remember when we met,but I know it is Monday and I went to 1st uncle's after tuition.
I was so shy on that time though my English is not good and her Chinese doesn't really good hahaha!So I sat at there silently and she came and chatted with me.
Since 2004 she backed to Netherlands,this is our first time chat after we are teenagers!I couldn't remembered when I was kid what I chatted with her,I just remembered we played with the Barbie Dolls and went to Gunung Jerai!We were having fun in 1st uncle's and said our story in our country.I just realized in Netherlands has no MOUNTAINS and LIZARDS -.- and she said the citizens buy lizard as a pet?hahaha I know I am stupid ok.

My very first picture with so many aunts.

We backed at 11++pm on that day because next time is school day.

After few weeks ago,they came to our house!Hmm,they came at Thursday and I rushed back to my house some more on that day!I was so nervous on that day.

On Friday I skipped tuition class for accompany her.We went to field in front of my house,dad was deciding to play his helicopter to let them see. 

Janet has a nice sunglasses and I borrowed from her for took a picture hahaha!I want a sunglasses so badly since everybody has sunglasses in house just only me don't have.

Rock N' Roll!

My fellows knew I was at field and they were at tuition (p/s:the tuition place is near to the field.) so they decided came to find us and they wanted to see Janet so badly I know!We just chatted some and I don't know they shy for what.I told them to talk in English,they all were like no I don't want my English is poor.Well okay,we had took a picture before we leave.

Janet,Me,my sister,Zhiee Shan,Afiqah and Wan Lin.

so leave there and went to another awesome place.I bet in Netherlands doesn't has this type of place and I swear!

Waterfall-They are so relax hehehe.

Yes waterfall.Why Netherlands doesn't has waterfall.She said Netherlands is so flat and no mountains.So if you can find me a mountain in Netherlands then you win.We were having Durian with pulut at there.It is really delicious but for Janet she doesn't think like that.

I love this photo so much,maybe I looks pretty inside this :P

For me the water is so cold and Janet also felt that.She likes everyday complained the weather in Malaysia but at waterfall she screamed for cold!

ignore me as well ok?-.-

Is hard to take a jump shoot on the water,the water is so heavy and we tried for many times but failed.So ok I think this is the nicest jump shoot.

After that we backed home and clean our self.Did some preparation and went to Village Mall for movie!We watched [Perfect Rivals美好冤家].If you like funny movie I bet you will like this movie very much.Fortunately has English subscription,Janet watched that and laughed like a mad too.Thumbs up to the movie,you guys should watch that!We bought Starbucks and I accidentally ordered Milk Caramel Frappuccino.I just drank it,poor sister sensitive to milk.So after she couldn't drank then I helped her.

On the next day,we decided went to Pekan to have ais kacang!I thought Janet will likes that but she didn't ate it.She said it is a weird food like mix everything together.So she captured the pictures and we ate.

I bet you know who is me.

After that I went for a hair cut.The fringe is too long for me.Just RM2 to cut fringe,I know it is really cheap.We went to cafe house and had cup noodles?I know having a cup noodles in a cafe house is so stupid but cup noodles are delicious,I mean some time not every time.Janet bought popcorn too,she said the popcorn in Malaysia is delicious ever.Oh,Leehom said this before too when he went to Kuala Lumpur to watch his movie!

At night we stayed in room online,play games,told jokes or so.

I was playing with Janet's iPod touch,traffic rush is so fun!

The next day we went to school for basketball.Nothing special but fortunately Janet didn't be shy and can communicated with my friends well.My friends are shy but Janet hehehehe.In the evening we went to temple.The temple created by bottles of soft drinks.

See the wall is full with bottles.

And then,vineyard!My mom and my sister haven't been there before but me!Yes I still remember I went there with Yan Zhuang and her family!Inside the vineyard we felt very hot and sweaty,but the grapes are cute.

I wanted to steal it badly.

arrrrrrr!

aaaaaa.

And we took some picture beside the dam.

OH YES PLANKING IS FUN!

The scenery is beautiful.

We went to Penang on Monday for got my stuff.We also shopped at there but the photos are less.We bought sunglasses in Padini and Popular.Sister got her guitar bag and I got my sunglasses,finally.We didn't forgot to buy bubble tea and sushi there.Sushi as our supper and shopped with a cup of bubble tea.It is really enjoyable.

They went back on Tuesday.I think she is at Penang now,she is going back to Netherlands next week.So fast,I will miss you very much.:((( When I have enough money I will going to Netherlands and find you for travel and you come to Malaysia we go for shop since you said the stuffs in Malaysia are very cheap.Bye,see you soon Janet! :)))))